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Director's Autobiography

By Gary F. Zeolla

With my Web sites, newsletters, books, and powerlifting, I have had many people ask me about my background, so below is a short autobiography.

High School and College

I was born in 1961 near Pittsburgh, PA. I ran track in junior high school. My best (if I remember correctly) was 6.3 seconds for the 50 yard dash. I wrestled in middle high school. I "lettered" in tenth grade. Most of the matches I won were not due to skill or speed but due to my being stronger than my opponent. This was in part due to being naturally strong and in part due to having been lifting weights in my basement since junior high. But it was in high school that I found the sport that I really loved when I entered two bench press contests.

I bombed out of the first contest, mainly due to my form being terrible. But I joined a gym after that and learned how to do the lift correctly. I entered the same contest a year later and won a trophy. The meet director said if there was a trophy for "most improved lifter" I would have won that as well. And with that, I was "hooked" on powerlifting.

I graduated from high school in 1979. I then went to Penn State University and majored in Nutrition Science. It was in in college that I began entering full powerlifting contests (squat, bench press, and deadlift), and I did very well.

I was a two-time Pennsylvania Collegiate Powerlifting Champion, winning Best Lifter the second year. I won National Collegiate Powerlifting Championships my sophomore year in the 114 pound weight class and was runner-up at Nationals my junior year at 123s. I broke every PA state collegiate record in both weight classes (except for the bench at 114s) and one national collegiate record (425 pound squat at 123s). I also had won a whole wall-full of trophies. It should also be noted that this was at a time when there was only one powerlifting federation (the USPF), so the championships and records were truly meaningful.

My plans at that time were that I would make a name for myself with my lifting, and then between my lifting experience and my nutrition degree, I would open a gym and be able to counsel people in both exercise and diet. So I had planned on starting a personal trainer service long before “personal trainer” even became a term, let alone a profession.

If you had asked me back then who I was, I would have replied that I was Gary Zeolla, the Powerlifter. My whole identity was wrapped up in my athletic abilities. But in my senior year in college, it all came crashing down. Health problems forced me to stop competing and eventually to stop lifting weights altogether.

On other matters, in high school, I was basically a loner, dating very little and having few friends. In college, I dated some, but not much. I was friends with other members of the Penn State Barbell Club and had a few "drinking buddies." But that was about it.

I had little concern for spiritual matters through high school and college. I went to church until I was 18, but only because my parents wanted me to. But in college, I never gave church or God any thought.

Post-College

I graduated from college in 1983. Since I could no longer workout let alone compete, I pretty much lost interest in the opening a gym and personal trainer idea. Needless to say, this was emotionally devastating. To go from being a national champion powerlifter to being crippled by health problems was just too much to take. Watching my formerly muscular body waste away wasn’t very pleasant either. With losing my career plans, I was left with no direction in life. I ended up working as a cook at various establishments for the next several years.

As a result, I was quite a mess. As with many people, it took hitting rock bottom before I began looking up and considering spiritual issues. But I was not one to "just believe" something to make myself feel better. So I began doing a lot of reading and searching on my own. I studied the teachings and integrity of the various religions and philosophies the world has to offer.

After about three years I became convinced the Christian faith was the only belief system that was logically and historically sound. But if the Christian faith was true, that meant I was a sinner, condemned before God, in need of a Savior. After much struggle over this admission, in the winter of 1986, God brought me to my knees as I repented of my sins and placed my faith in Jesus Christ. It was that faith in Christ that enabled me to deal with all that was going wrong in my life.

Through the 1980s, I attended several Christian singles groups. I made some friends at these groups and dated some as a result, but again, not much.

Eventually, I decided to go to seminary. I chose Denver Conservative Baptist Seminary and moved to Denver, Colorado in March of 1988. I began working towards a Master's degree in Philosophy of Religion. Unfortunately, my health worsened while in Denver, which lead to financial problems. As a result, I was forced to leave seminary with two-thirds of the credits necessary for graduation completed. I moved back to western Pennsylvania in December of 1990.

While in Denver, I made a few friends, but didn't date at all.

After returning to Pennsylvania, with the backing of my church, I started Darkness to Light, a Christian ministry. It began with the publication of a hardcopy newsletter in July 1991. The name for the ministry comes from Acts 26:18:

It is my belief that people turn from darkness to light when they come to believe the teachings of the Bible and live in accordance with them. The purpose statement for Darkness to Light is, "Explaining and Defending the Christian Faith."

However, in September 1998 I had to stop publication of the hardcopy newsletter due to my health situation. But I had already set up a Web site for Darkness to Light in July 1996, which continues to this day. The Web site currently has over 850 pages and receives about 100,000 page views a month. Posted on the site are articles dealing with Christian theology, apologetics (defense of the Christian faith), cults, ethics, Bible versions, and much more.

I also began to have books published in 2000, including a translation of the New Testament. The above Scripture quote is from my translation. I also started a free email newsletter in September 2003, which now has about 1,000 subscribers.

Fitness Web Site and Powerlifting Again

Along with the Christian content, I eventually began posting information on my Web site about the health problems I was suffering with and how I was dealing with them. I did so as it was my hope that my experiences would be of help to others.

Then in 2003, my health situation seemed to be improving, so I began competing in powerlifting again. again. I am now a top ranked powerlifter, holding 31 powerlifting records, set in three different powerlifting federations.

My best year was 2006 when I was the #1 ranked master (over 40 years old) powerlifter in the USA in the 114 pound weight class in the squat, bench press, deadlift, and total, the only master lifter that year to be #1 in all four categories. I have also placed in the Top 5 for lifters of all ages and even won overall Best Lifter at APF PA States in 2006. So my lifting has gone well. But now, as a Christian, I can keep things in perspective. Powerlifting is important to me, but it doesn't define my existence.

When I began lifting again, I also began posting articles about powerlifting and fitness in general on my DTL Web site. But it seemed out of place to keep posting so much material on health, powerlifting, and fitness on a Christian site. So I decided to start a new site. That new site is called Fitness for One and All. It went online July 12, 2003.

The purpose statement for this site is "Helping people to attain their health, fitness, and performance goals." I also began publishing a free FitTips for One and All email newsletter. There are now over 375 pages on the site, and it gets about 30,000 pages views a month. The newsletter has about 200 subscribers.

The name “Fitness for One and All” reflects the diversity of the material covered in the articles and other items seen on the site and in the newsletter. There truly is information in these sources that are directed to people with a wide variety health, fitness, and performance goals. But the largest section is admittedly the section on Powerlifting and Strength Training.

My Life Today

Due to my health problems, in the over 17 years since I left Denver, I have dated very little and have had few real life friends, and needless to say, I never got married.

After seeming like I was improving when I first started powerlifting again, my health situation began to deteriorate again shortly thereafter. My health is such now that I basically live an isolated life. I rarely leave my home, and have no social life to speak of. But my parents have always been there for me, and I see some of my other family members on special occasions. I never had children, but I have a niece and two nephews and two great-nephews. But I've never been able to be much a part of their lives as I would have liked to have been.

But thank God for the Internet. At least I am able to communicate with and make friends with people online. I get emails every day from people commenting on my Web sites and books. And I participate regularly in the Weight Trainers United forum and on MySpace. My MySpace page is gary114 (the number is of course my weight class).

Given my health situation, it is not possible for me to work outside of my home, so I have a home office set up where I do my writing and work on my Web sites and newsletters. But I am only able to work a very limited number of hours a week, so I am not able to accomplish near as much as I would like to.

In fact, it took me three days to write this autobiography. It is so hard to quit writing when the ideas are coming, so I worked on it too long  the first day. As a result, I got myself so exhausted I wasn't able to sleep that night. I felt terrible the next day, so I didn't get much done that day, and I had to finish it up the day after that. That should give you an idea of how difficult it is for more me to get anything done.

Also due to my health situation, I couldn't handle going to a commercial gym anymore, so I had no choice but to set up a home gym and work out at home. But even with my home gym, I need to be very careful about not overdoing it, so I need to keep my workouts as short as possible.

Having a home office and home gym makes things very convenient, but also very lonely.

I always seem to do rather well at powerlifting contests. I can only assume adrenaline, along with a lot of caffeine, gets me through the grueling day that is a powerlifting contest. But I always crash severely afterwards, so that is why I only enter one or two powerlifting contests a year.

I am only able to enter contests that are close to my home as traveling and staying at a hotel makes things too difficult. But I hope to continue to compete as I very much enjoy it, and it gives me an extra incentive to continue to work out. I honestly believe that working out helps with my health situation, as long as I don't overdo it.

My financial situation also remains terrible, as it has been all of my life.

Spiritual Struggles and Trust in God

With all the problems I have experienced in my life, you can be sure I have asked God “why” many times in my life. There have also been times when I have felt abandoned by God, or at least that He is very distant. But through it all, I have never doubted my salvation. I know the Christian faith is true. I know that Christ died for my sins, and I know God is there for me now, even if I do not always feel His presence. It is trust in Him that enables me to go on. I know that despite everything, He is in control and has a purpose behind all of it.

I can see “God’s fingerprints” throughout my life. Things have not gone the way I would have wanted them, to say the least. I am fed up with my health and financial problems, and loneliness can really get to me at times. I struggle spiritually at times as a result, but God has clearly been working in my life. In that I can take comfort.  And most of the time, I do feel His presence, and that gives me peace that has no natural explanation.

So now is you ask me who I am, as with other Christians, I can say I am a sinner saved by grace. Moreover, I am someone who is very thankful that despite all of the problems I have faced in my life, God continues to enable me to perform ministry in His service. In fact, I would say that all things considered, between my ministry, writing, and powerlifting, by God's grace, I have accomplished a lot in my life.

Music

Music has always been an important part of my life. In high school and college, I mainly listened to hard rock and heavy metal, especially when I was working out (Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, AC/DC, Alice Cooper). But I also listened to some softer rock when I was relaxing (Bread, Jim Croce, Beach Boys, Chicago). But once I became a Christian, I began listening to almost exclusively Contemporary Christian Music.

There is now available softer Christian rock (Michael Card, Michael W. Smith, Third Day, Selah), hard rock (Petra, White Heart, Kutless, Plumb), and even heavy metal (Stryper, Bride, White Cross, Barren Cross). I enjoy all of these forms.

I still listen to secular music some, mostly "Classic Rock" for the nostalgia and while I am working out. With working out alone, it can be hard sometimes to get psyched up for a workout, and heavy metal helps greatly in that regard. So I listen to both secular and Christian rock while working out. You can hear the music I work out to in the background of the Weightlifting Exercises Videos posted on my fitness site.

But secular rock music can sometimes leave me feeling empty. However, the Christian rock always seems to lift my spirits and has gotten me through many a lonely evening. So I listen to Christian rock much more than secular rock. It helps me keep my mind on the LORD rather than on myself and my problems. So rather than feeling lonely, I can bask in His presence and worship Him.

For more on my music experiences, see My Experiences with Secular and Christian Rock Music.

My Books

I have written nine Christian and health related books, including a translation of the New Testament.

My books are (by category):

Analytical-Literal Translation:

Analytical-Literal Translation of the New Testament

Companion Volume to the Analytical-Literal Translation

Complete Concordance to the Analytical-Literal Translation

Bible Versions and Bible Study:

Differences Between Bible Versions: Translation Principles, Greek Text-types, and KJV onlyism

New World Translation: A Reliable Bible Version?

Scripture Workbook: For Personal Bible Study and Teaching the Bible

Health Issues:

God-given Foods Eating Plan: For Lifelong Health, Optimization of Hormones, and Improved Athletic Performance

Creationist Diet: Nutrition and God-given Foods According to the Bible

Overcoming Back Pain: A Mind-Body Approach

Most of these books have recently been updated and are now in their second or even third editions. They are all available in paperback and three different eBook formats, with some also being available in hardback format. Details and ordering information can be found on the Books and eBooks by the Director section of my Christian Web site.

Best Lifts

My best lifts when I competed in college were as follows (all weights in pounds):

114s

123s

These lifts were done wearing a belt, wrist wraps, and a single-ply poly "super suit" and 2.0 meter "super wraps." That is the only gear that was allowed at that time. Bench shirts were not invented yet.

My best lifts since I started competing again in 2003 are as follows:

114s

Multi-ply gear, 2.5 meter wraps:

As can be seen, I have equaled or bettered all of my college lifts at 114s. But its not a fair comparison given that the multi-ply gear of today is much more beneficial than the gear I used in college.

Unequipped:

This was the only contest I have entered at 123s. I was lifting "unequipped," meaning with a belt, wrist wraps, and 2.0 meter knee wraps, but without a squat suit or bench press shirt. This is actually a fairer comparison between college and today. And it can be seen that I am still far off from my college lifts at 123s.

But then, I am not weighing as much today as I did in college when I competed at 123s. In fact, I should have cut to 114s for this unequipped contest. What this means is that even after five years of powerlifting I have not added as much muscle as I had back in college.

It also needs to be noted that I stopped powerlifting when I was 21 and did not compete again until I was 42. I severely regret not having been able to lift and compete through my 20s and 30s. I will always wonder what I might have accomplished if I had been able to do so.

My plans are to lift unequipped from now on. The reason for this is getting a squat suit and bench shirt on and off leaves me very fatigued. I have also had many hassles with such gear, so I am just fed up with it.  OTOH, I have gotten injured when I have tried to do heavy lifting without any such supportive gear (known as lifting “raw”). But a compromise between these two will be to compete unequipped.

Health Problems

Below is a list of health problems I have dealt with in my life (more or less in order of developing them).

Various Childhood Accidents

Irritable Bowel Syndrome

Reactive Hypoglycemia

Binge/ starve eating disorder

Insomnia

Numerous food and seasonal allergies

Low back pain

First bicycle accident

Neurological "tics"

TMJ

Unexplained noises in my head at night

Crippling low back pain

Second bicycle accident

Clinically low testosterone levels

Restless Leg Syndrome

Fibromyalgia

Stiff Person Syndrome

Multiple Chemical Sensitivity

Explanations

In one of the childhood accidents, I broke my left wrist. To this day, I cannot comfortably turn my left hand into a full underhand position. That is why, if you look closely at my deadlift videos, you'll see I am holding the bar with an overhand grip with my left hand and underhand with my right. Most powerlifters who are right-handed as I am, do the opposite.

From another accident, I have a scar on my chin. It sticks out, so I always cut it if I shave with a blade, and if I use an electric shaver, it burns too much. So that is why I wear a beard.

Reactive hypoglycemia refers to low blood sugar shortly after eating, especially after consuming high glycemic carbs. I was diagnosed with this condition in December of 2007, but most likely I have had it most of my life, and it probably contributed developing the eating disorder. The eating plan outlined in my God-given Foods Eating Plan book now keeps the hypoglycemia under control. That eating plan has kept me from experiencing other problems from the hypoglycemia, such as diabetes and becoming overweight that most sufferers experience.

The eating disorder lasted for about 25 years, from junior high school until 1997. I stopped the eating disorder by deciding one day that I simply could not do that to myself anymore. So I prayed for Christ's strength, and by His grace, I have not had a problem with it since then. My God-given foods eating plan also helps in this regard by keeping my blood sugar on an even keel, thus eliminating the cravings.

The low back pain began in college, but then in 1994 worsened to the point of being completely crippling, which condition then lasted for six years. But in the spring of 2000, I overcame the back pain completely using mind-body techniques. I explain in detail how in my booklet Overcoming Back Pain: A Mind-Body Solution.

In the first bicycle accident, I injured my right knee, which required surgery. The second bicycle accident was much more serious. I collapsed my right lung, broke my right scapula and clavicle and cracked the shoulder socket, fractured my left elbow, and sustained a concussion. If I wasn't wearing a helmet, I probably would have been killed.

I recovered fully from the various injuries from both bicycle accidents, except that my right shoulder is still weaker than the left. That is why my bench press is not that good. This can been seen in the charts abvoe. I benched more in college without a bench shirt than I have done now with a shirt.

The clinically low testosterone levels were corrected by following the eating plan outlined in my book. By following that eating plan, I tripled my testosterone levels, from being clinically low to being in the middle of the normal range.

The neurological "tics" are minor muscle spasms that feel somewhat like someone is pinching me repeatedly. When they occur, they can last from a couple of seconds to several days. But I have them mostly under control now by taking a calcium and magnesium supplement, Twinlab's Calcium Citrate Caps to be exact.

TMJ stands for Temporo-Mandibular Joint. This is a problem with the jaw joint that causes grinding and popping in the ears. I wear a mouth guard at night, which helps some.

Restless Leg Syndrome is an involuntary jerking of the limbs at night. I was able to get it mostly under control by taking supplemental NADH.

The unexplained noises in my head at night are just that, unexplained. No doctor has ever been able to explain what is happening.

When the above four problems flare-up, they can wake me up or keep me from falling asleep, and I often experience one or more of them through the course of the night.

Stiff Person Syndrome is a very rare auto-immune disorder. At one time I was very stiff all day long, being barely able to walk. Periodically, I  would have episodes of being completely paralyzed for hours to days at a time. It is now mostly a thing of the past, thanks in part to NAET treatments I received (an alternative health care treatment). I have only had one episode of being paralyzed in the past year, but I am still rather stiff in the mornings.

Fibromyalgia is basically chronic pain plus chronic fatigue. I have gotten the pain mostly under control using the same mind-body techniques I used to overcome the back pain. But the fatigue is an ever present problem. I have to rest periodically throughout the day. Sometimes, I am too exhausted to do much of anything. I am always exhausted by the evenings and would be too tired to go out anywhere.

Due to the various sleep disturbances, it is difficult for me to get a good night's sleep. But I have been sleeping somewhat better since I started taking Twinlab's Food-Based Ultra Daily. But I still have difficult nights, and when I do, that adds to the fatigue.

The fatigue is one reason I have no social life and am unable to work outside of my home. It is also part of the reason I set up a home gym as traveling back and forth to a commercial gym left me too exhausted.

But a greater reason is the Multiple Chemical Sensitivity. I am terribly allergic to any kind of chemicals, including any kind of cosmetic products. That is why I have a hard time being around people as people have chemicals on their bodies and clothing (perfume, cologne, make-up, hair spray, cigarette smoke, remnants of soap, shampoo, and detergent, etc.). This is another reason I had to set up a home gym as the smells at a commercial gym would cause me problems allergy-wise.

Also very problematic are people's coats, hats, book bags, gym bags, and the like as they are generally never washed, so they accumulate various contaminates. Cushioned chairs and sofas, along with drapes and carpeting carry the same problem. Chemical cleaning products only make the problem worse, so I have a difficulty visiting people's homes. That is also why I cannot stay at a hotel for a powerlifting contest as hotel rooms have the same problems.

I rarely have visitors to my home as I cannot risk them bringing in smells and contaminating my home. That can cause me problems even after they leave. That is why I do not have a workout partner as many have suggested to me. But surprisingly, I have never really had a problem with my allergies during a contest. The best I can figure is the adrenaline suppresses the allergic response while I’m competing. But of course, there is no way to keep that up long term.

My allergic reactions to all of these items include the "normal" reactions many get, like a stuffy and runny noise, and sneezing. But things go far beyond this for me. There are times when along with being congested, I feel like I have a cotton ball in my throat. As a result, it can be it difficult to breathe. Sometimes I feel like I have bugs crawling all over my body, and at times, I get rashes and itching.

When I am exposed to something I am allergic to during the day, I have difficulty sleeping that night. The allergic response worsens my fatigue. I have also had episodes of becoming completely paralyzed as a result of allergen exposure. The restless leg syndrome, noises in my head, and "tics" all get worse as well. So basically, the allergic response makes my various my health problems more severe.

Most of these problems are discussed in further detail on the Dealing with Health Difficulties section my fitness Web site.

Treatments

Before anyone starts making suggestions, I've already tried just about everything that traditional and alternative health care has to offer for my various health problems. The medical doctors cannot help me as I've been allergic to every medication they've tried prescribing, including every allergy medication.

Alternative treatments have helped some, but not too much. But what they have done is to cause me to waste a whole lot of money as such treatments are usually not covered by insurance. And I do not have the money to experiment with any more alternative treatments.

I've experimented with a long list of supplements. I've found a couple that have helped somewhat, as indicated above. But I've been allergic to or have had negative side effects from most of them. So again, I've wasted a lot of money.

Some of the various treatments I've tried are discussed on the above mentioned section of my fitness site, and some of the supplements I've tried are discussed on the Supplements section of my site.

Sometimes, I feel like the woman described in Mark 5:26, "and having suffered many [things] under many physicians and having spent all the [things] with her [fig., everything that she had] and not having been benefited at all, but rather having come to [be] much worse" (ALT3).

About the only things that really help are carefully following my God-given Foods Eating Plan and working out.

Favorite Bible Passage

Below is my favorite Biblical passage, taken from my translation of the New Testament:

¹⁴Therefore, having a great High Priest [who] has passed through the heavens—Jesus, the Son of God—let us be holding fast our confession. ¹⁵For we do not have a High Priest [who is] unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but [One] having been tried in all [respects] in the same way [we are, yet] without sin. ¹⁶Therefore, let us be approaching with boldness [or, a joyful sense of freedom] to the throne of grace, so that we shall receive mercy and find grace for well-timed help. (Hebrews 4:14-16; ALT3).

Director's Autobiography. Copyright © 2008 by Gary F. Zeolla of Darkness to Light ministry (www.dtl.org).

The above item was posted on this Web site March 1, 2008.
It was last updated May 3, 2008.

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